TV 2 star opens up after difficult time: « I lost myself »

In the posting, Martin reflects on the great life compensation he underwent exactly one year ago.

He describes the moment when he woke up to the reality of a marriage that had broken – and with that followed the feeling of the loss of both his great love, future and self -understanding.

« I don’t love you anymore, » reads the words that begin the emotional post.

A brutal turning point that hit him with full force and triggered an avalanche of questions that triggered great thoughts.

A longer journey

After the breakup, Martin was thrown into a quest for meaning and identity.

Over the past year, he has – in his own words – got to know himself « at 100 kilometers per hour ».

Conversations with friends and close have helped him accept unanswered questions and finding peace in what previously seemed scary.

He writes honestly about discovering that he can enjoy his own company and that he no longer needs to define himself through the needs of others.

In the midst of the personal crisis, Martin found unexpected support in the gym. From only putting his legs there five times throughout his life, he has now visited the fitness center over 200 times in a year.

Here he found, as he writes, « calm, strength and discipline », and it became a decisive factor in his fight against shock, grief and beginning depression.

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