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Who hasn’t pulled him before – a final line with shaky hands?
There is this scene in the film « Eat Pray Love » from 2010. « I don’t want to go to Europe, » says Steven to his wife Liz (Julia Roberts), after offering him to accompany you on a business trip. « And I don’t want to be married anymore, » replies Liz. Because she is finished with her marriage. Needs a fresh start. An exemption. A reset.
Your severe inner conflict is unmistakable. But also their determination. It is at the end of a journey that once started as exciting as travel begins. But the air is out, the magic disappeared. There have been tribulation, sadness and grief. So she separates from Steven, pulls out and divorces.
Who wasn’t in this situation? Wasn’t in bed at night and wondered: Who is this person next to me? How could a distance between us arise? When was the desire lost? The desire? The attraction? Why didn’t I listen to my body’s signals? When did a passionate relationship full of spontaneity become an unpopular school with too many and too strict rules?
The feelings of guilt that inherent such a conflict can tear you down. You struggle and ponder. Kiefelst and doubt. Lose you and fell. While someone is aligning his whole life after you, planning his future with you and knowing nothing of your fight, you are in the arms of another person – initially mentally, then actually.
You recapitulate, take stock and look ahead. Accompanied by memories of beautiful moments that once took your breath away and brought you around the mind. You are thinking about going back and on how to live on as before. But reject these thoughts quickly because you know that this chapter is over. Finally and irrevocably. So you draw a line. With shaky hands, tearful voice and heavy heart. But completely convinced.
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